bored~

Well duhh, you cant blame me to get bored at this time when no one is awake.

So I'm going to play a game from Adri's blog.

This is how my name looks like when terbalik:

Niy Oaihc Mil

Who will suit this name the best? Hitam?

Edit: Using elbow...

lim chiaoi yin

YOIIIIII NOT BAD MAN. Only 1 typo. Shyt, boring tia.... lol. Coz I'm pretty bony so it's easy to aim. Ahem ahem!!!

Edit again: Bored so I'll try not to aim

likm chiuaqwoi uyionmj

korean? hhahha, I'll be taekwando to death.

Ultimate insomnia

The cause is definitely jetlag. It's 750am now. I woke up at 4am.

You might not understand what I''m going to write. I have been suffering from sleeping disorder since five years ago. And I came up with many ways to overcome it. They all failed this time.

Like... back in those days, I had two 'minds' when I slept. One mind will act in the dream, one is my conscious mind. So I would know when I was going to fall asleep because my conscious mind could see my dream coming in, with my another mind acting in it. My conscious mind wont do anything besides seeing the dream. Then I would lose my conscious mind and that's when I slept.

This time for fuck sake, my conscious mind kept on pulling me out from my dream. I have tried my best to create a dream and as soon as it was created, my conscious mind would creep in and pulled me out. Like I was struggling brabis trying to cling to my dream tapi I failed.

Well I know many of you couldn't really understand it but yea sasak ku brabis. One week sudah yo. The effect of insomnia is seriously worse than what many of you will have thought. Kan mati ku ehhh...

Or should I just give up in adjusting jetlag. I will just sleep when I'm tired and wake up when my body does, rather than forcing myself not sleep when I'm tired and sleep when I can sleep no more at 4am.

How I look now, but of course much uglier.

NBD

3 days in Brunei, jetlag. Duhhh, not on the first day but the subsequent days. Sasak ku brabis. Then there is this stupid retarded construction works going on nearby so I couldnt sleep in the morning. So damn pissed off.

That house is going to collapse man, coz it is built at the verge of a cliff, which suffered from landslide due to the Great Rain and Flooding. Like what's the point of piling for whatsoever shit. I heard from my family that house was so dangerous it was published and discussed in the newspaper yoo. Let it collapse tiaaaaaa.

So damn hot and wet and awful weather. Try playing piano in an enclosed living room for three hours with no fan and air conditioner, two or more mosquitoes flying around and sucking your blood but you couldnt catch them coz your piano is black. Feel like swearing man!!! I took shower thrice coz I just felt so disgusting.

Before you start asking me why I played piano for such a long time in such horrible conditions, coz... aku no life wah. My life is all about books and you need books for piano. Satisfied? Well, the aircon and TV rosak. The aircon in my room is not that cold coz I have switched it on for quite a long while. This always happens and I wonder if it's the problem of my aircon or generally all aircon have this problem. Thus, I don't wanna stay in my room. The internet is slow anyway, can't even watch video.

Driving!!

I'm planning to have my theory test and a few practical lessons in this holiday. And I might just continue in summer, if it's possible. Coz si zazi had her lessons in the previous summer, she then continued during winter break in december. Apparently she sucks.

My dad asked me to have my theory lessons and test somewhere nearby jangsak and rimba. Any suggestions??

And... which driving centre allows theory and practical lessons running parallel?

Music Chaos

I got myself a very thick music book titled THE LIBRARY OF PIANO CLASSICS two weeks ago. It contains around 100 music scores I think, and it is in fact Book 1.

Getting on 2 Nocturnes and one Valse of Chopin. I have learnt another Valse-Minute Waltz before but I left the score in Brunei, and this awesome book has it, so I'm playing it too. It has Fur Elise, many Sonatas from many composers,weird pieces like Anita wtv Indian names...

And someone stole it in between last Satuday 7pm and Sunday 1am... Stupid uncivilised thief!!! There are so many scores lying around in the music building and I did place my music folder on top of it to cover it, then it was stolen. Palui ehh anak atu.

To comfort myself, I have just bought the Chopin's Full Collection of Etudes from Amazon. It costs me about 6 pounds, free one-day delivery coz I have just joined this 1 month trial Amazon Prime membership, which itself is free. I'm thinking if I should buy his collection of Nocturnes, Waltz, Preludes which costs only 9 pounds. The 1-day delivery benefit will only last till 16 Apr, so I still have one month to think abt it.

13/3

Comic relief day. If you donated one pound, which went into my bill, you could wear casual clothes. And yes, our school does look like a university today. If you paid 10 pounds, you could wear fancy clothes. I saw penguin and panda walking around. Cool brabis.

Well, even the teachers wore jeans...

You could throw wet sponges at some teachers. Each sponge costs 20p, but I didnt go for that.

The magic number today is 46!!! Cracked me up. HAHAHAH

AS retake results were out yesterday, so we were discussing abt it.

Teacher: Clayton, your marks went from forty six to....
Clayton: FORTY-SIX!!!???
Teacher: No. I mean, that's your marks in summer.

After 10 min, and my teacher found out his retake marks. He said it slowly, clearly, just to make it grand.

Teacher: Your marks . went from . forty-six to...
Clayton: AGAIN!!!!
Teacher: NONONOOOOOOOOO.
The whole class burst into uncontrollable laughter.

C2 aku 99, sasak ku brabis. Should I retake again.... Takut kena tumbuk.
Bio went down from 90 to 78, lol. I dont care anyway, I thought it's compulsory that's y i took it. Though I went through all the troubles of redoing my stupid coursework.

26/2

For the sake of someone's who majal brabis, lol, Happy birthday to this wild lady yg bernama Amalina Jaafar.

This lady-wannabe is funkeeyyyy, and her parties are always funkeyyy, so of course her 19th birthday party nie funkeeyyyyy. lol. I need to balinya birthday present lagituu, supposedly a funkeeyyy aka purple punya.

majal funkeeeyyyyy ku, sori, coz syiok typing funkeeyyyyy and hearing it in yur mind when ur typing it, cali.

EDIT: i'm so so sorry, to two ladies, not only amal. well, too malu to elaborate. i dont think any of u get it tho... I have edited my post, it's alright now!!

1/3

Si Ambuk's birthday~~ I gave him a TB shirt man!! The one that he wanted last time. Though everyone said inda saiznya...

In the sunny afternoon, we went to watch this Gran Torino movie. I will rate it 3.5 stars. It's good, only that it's slow moving. The conclusion that Mubin and Adri made after watching the movie was they missed Brunei and they wanna go back now, which of course has absolutely nothing to do with the storyline.

Favourite quotes, sentences, Q&A

"If God is so clever, could he come up with a question that even He can't solve it?"
"If God is so clever, will he come up with a question that even He can't solve it?"

'Si Kaling bidah (codename) punya bidah bidah kasian, tapi si mafia (codename) punya bidah bidah tampar.'

"Why don't u remove your eyeliner?"
"It's very difficult to remove."
"Don't you take a shower?"
"Do you shower your eyes?"

"Is there anything you can't do?"
"Sports..."