lovely day

Sunshine!!! Even though it's cold but still, it's the Sun. lol. But I'm stuck in the lecture room having a training programme for Univ Ambassador Scheme. Basically, it's just a scheme to improve the access of Univ.

Ran through stuffs like procedures to hold events in Univ and to visit schools bla3. Then 15 min group activity to come up with an access event and talked abt it briefly. And the tedious CRB check again.

pffft, I've done it when I registered volunteering at the musuem, but it's not as tedious as this, which makes me kinda worried if the museum admin has actually done my CRB. Cz this time, I need to fill in various forms and provide different kinds of documents. And last time, all I need to do is providing contact details of two referees.

Not to mention I lost my CV file, in which I kept my birth cert and O lvl cert all those ultimately important documents. cb. Fking seriously need to find a time to go back to shr school to find if it's left there man.

breakdown

yoi... So many people are breaking down at this period of time. So sad... My friend had just cried in a tute, and it's totally acceptable considering that kind of pressure our tutor put on her. Then heard from my friend who overheard his neighbour skyping with his gf, who is from univ too. And his gf totally broke down, to the extent that our international counsellor came to her room and had a chat with her.

Then an engineer's having a one week break coz our senior tutor gave him this break to think things over again. errrrrrr, sounds effing scary.

And I kasian the lawyers and PPP-ist the most loh. They don't even have time to break down cz their exams will take place at the end of this term. I've only seen my lawyer friend once so far even though she's just living at the next staircase. Must be cracking books like hell.

Then heard many sporeans like feeling depressed and evrything too. It must be winter. lol.

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gosh.. Questions like 'Why am I learning this?' have deepened my thought of changing my course lohhh. esp when so many ppl have dropped biochem already. Then some of my friends are feeling damn depressed (non-biochemist). But I'll feel damn guilty towards my tutor so yeah, not an option!! But seriously urrrghhh, my gawt!

Stupid collections and I thought I'll get good marks in MCB. I think I've written a perfect essay for one que and I only gt 80%, with no comments whatsoever. WHAT THE F***!? I thought my that essay would have pulled my average really high but apparently it did not. And all other essays were like 65, 60...

Bs! I wrote more than what the lecturers taught us man! Seriously don't know where the marking points are.

Non-essay science courses are much simpler in this sense; I don't mean much easier, just simpler. Cz when u ans the que right, then u gt the marks. As simple as that. This MCB, I don't even know what I should write, how much should I write, and I need to consider the time taken to write the essay. Then I gt a mark that I don't deserve.

Going to have a word with my tutor... So pissed off!!!!!!!

Btw, fuck biophysical chemistry. lol.

Bloody Monday

Found this manga a couple of days ago and I finished reading it like in 2-3 days. Effing awesome and I just couldn't stop myself even though I did have works to do. It's pretty much the same, or maybe should I say exactly the same, as DN.

I think it should obtain some kind of attention like DN has. Personally, it's better than Liar Game, another manga with the same genre. The reason might be the plot of Bloody Monday revolves around a hacker and a deadly genetically-engineered virus, which is used as a biological weapon.

Just found out that S2 has begun 3 mths ago and it's made into a drama. Shyt, and I thought I could start doing my works now...

ps I bought a carton of milk but I left it at the window so it could get 'refrigerated' but apparently it didn't work. It had cuddled but I didn't mind so I drank it, just like the usual disgusting me. And now, the taste has turned into that of a cheese. Yes, it's fermented... HAHHA, I had to give it up now.

HT 10

I'm supposed to be in an MCB (main module) lecture but but but, here I'm staying in my room, drinking a cup of milk (lol, anti-caffeine), reading a book I've just borrowed from the Radcliffe Science Library- 'Life's Origin'.

And why's that? I woke up at 830, had a breakfast -two slices of bread with nutella spread-, brushed my teeth and cleaned my face and fuck... it was 848am. It usually took me 10-15 min to walk/run to the lecture and this lecture room I'm supposed to go is a small one, so the late ones had to squeezed in or sit on the staircase or simply on the floor.

But I don't mind, so ignoring the fact that I haven't cleansed my intestine, which is really displeasing for me, I put on my jacket. When I got out of my building, oh great, it's raining, sort of heavily. So... I went back up my room! :D

Well, the lecturer did say this set of lectures is well explained and laid out in many biochemistry textbooks, which is the reason he doesn't give us any handouts. Fine, it's the reason for me not attending your lectures too!!

That's the difference between A level and Uni life. Love it.

Done

I.Am.Done. I thought my exam started at 915 at the exam school like yesterday but apparently it started at 930am at 90HS Lecture Room. Palui, made me rushed like what and still ended up one of the earliest. cb.

Maths ppr. Pretty easy. A level F.Maths is much much much harder.

First day of collections

Okay, freaky, it seems like the whole Oxford has entered a battle mode. A few colleges or courses have their collections in the exam school. This was the second time I entered it. Evryone gathered at the entrance hall, waiting for someone to announce through the microphone that permitted our entry now. Univ had their collections in the Southside Room. So weird that there were portraits of kings of various countries hanging on the wall, like Prussian king. I just found it odd.

Bangang ahhh the whole procedures for biochemists. First, our scripts and tutor were not there so we sat on the bench, looking at the others staring at the front page of their collection pprs. Thinking we wouldn't have our collections, damn it, the academic officer of Univ then brought in the collections que ppr.

Well, it went better than I expected. I was not too worried by organic chem to begin with and the difficulty of the ppr was as I expected. So yeah, no big deal. Couldn't solve a few questions but wtv.

Then the ppr should last for 2 hrs, and it was printed so on the front page. However, after two hours, he didnt announce 1st yr biochemists to stop writing. After a few minutes only then my mate and I raised our hands. And the chief examiner(?) who looked so young (probably just a tutor) said he was not notified. Then mcm apakan, but in the end, he let us go. lol. He's like so funny, playing his mobile game, wearing a 'nike look-alike' hoody, which he put his gown over. After playing his mobile game, he then read a book. And a few chunks of his hair stood up at the back.

In the afternoon, a hardcore killer MCB 3 hrs paper. Shyt, I was writing at my top speed for properly three hours. Well minus a few minutes here and there to think a little bit. But you guys who know how quick I write will then know how much I've written. Definitely more than 20 pages, with the aid of diagrams though.

As I said, I was targeting questions and three of them came up. I reviewed one essay that I had done before, like an hour before the collection and it was splitted into two essays in the collection. Thank god!!! So freaking lucky. I was expecting some good marks here coz of the amount of details I've included. Come on, 20 pages of scientific essays.

In the end, my handwriting just went so horribly ugly and I didn't even know what I was writing anymore. And my sentences began to start with 'while', 'because' etc, which didn't freaking make sense. Then when I realised that, I had to cancel them while telling myself, 'WTF am I doing?'

Most ppl were done but I'm not. Maths paper tomorrow, should be easy. Not aiming for full marks so yeah, couldn't be bothered to revise.

ps one third yr wore full sub-fusc. So malu.

pps i left my duvet and pillow over the vac and now they went missing. presumably kept by the scout (cleaner in a rude way) who I haven't seen yet. Well, the coldness helps waking me up so I don't mind.

Collections

OH MY GOD, i'll be either really screwed and achieved quite a good result coz i'm targeting questions for MCB module. If the que I have studied do come up, the only challenge present is' Can I write five freaking essays in three hrs?'

The problem is not the understanding part but the memorising part. gosh!!

I tot i'll need to wear full sub-fusc but it turns out to be the gown only over casual clothes. phew~ thank god my friends told me or I will be overdressed, like a retard.

Morning, 2 hr organic chem, afternoon, 3 hr MCB. Sat morning 3 hr Maths.

I'm supposed to be studying more essays in case the one I read won't come up, choi choi choi touchwood, but yeah, cn't be bothered anymore.

Wish me luck. Whoever ur! So freaking paranoid now.

torrents

Oh I'm so glad that I'm here. Jay Sean, Rihanna, Chris Brown, Beyonce, Kesha, Cheryl Cole...

Btw Jay Sean's Down has a 'candle light remix'. And it's so good!!! Much slower and soothing.

Reminders

-Boxing day at Westfield: Pepe jeans' jeans, Zara black shirt, Ted Baker boxer and socks, EA boxer.

-Madrid: Sol, flamingo, royal palace, museum, real madrid, 14th century chapel, egypt thingy, nights in the hostel, a bath, food and more food. Pic up on fb. Waiting for others to post theirs up.

-Celebrated 2010 in a chinese restaurant with chinese loads. A well mixed of colours. lol. Didn't regret it cz of the scary rumour and the duh omg crowds.

-Drinking game at vien's. Witnessed something.

-Ikea to buy cooking utensils. Yes, gonna start cooking using my rice cooker or maybe the pans etc if I bother to go to the next building to use its kitchen.

-Slept at chern's place cz we went to visit shin at vien's place. So happy cz they said I looked ~10kg heavier than my actual mass. Ohohohohoho, couldn't suppress my smile for so long. They said that my bone looked dense so I looked heavy.

-Leicester nw. Staying over in the hse of mubin, mal, fai, mimi. Enjoying their ultra-fast virgin wireless and TV. Downloaded many songs and mv. Snowing nw btw. And the food here is damn damn damn damn cheap like totally unbelievable. So jealous like fuck.

ps transport in london is damn expensive nw. Wanna get an ISIC for free bus rides. That will save so much money.

pps metabolism outburst. My appetite increased like shit again. Hate it so much. My money has all wasted to nothing, like seriously nothing. Unless u wanna talk abt carbon and nitrogen cycles.

ppps one jr! found someone to punt for me next yr.

Welcome to the teeniesss

The sat of 0th week, Naughties bop!!! (Nt quite sure of the date lol) Wheeeeeyyy, let's start the Hilary term submerged in alcohol and dance music with the univities. I've checked my timetable, well, it's almost the same as before somehow. More prac, but less 9am lectures, which make me very happy. I'll rather you guys make me work to an inch of my life in the afternoon than waking up to a 9am lecture.

But before the bop, collections. oh gosh, I'm so underprepared esp MCB. There're just too many facts to remember and to put (some of) them in the form of five essays in three hours time is a pain in the ass.

All the activities that I've signed up for will start next term too. kinda looking forwards to it. Charity events, international students activities, access campaigns, volunteering bla3. 2010 will start off horrendously busy but I'm sure it will be damn productive and very possibly the best eight weeks in my life.

Oxford, I love you! Except for the fact that it's so ex.

ps chern n I are wondering if it is actually a new decade cz we think new decade should start at 2011, no? wtv, i'll go with the flow. out the naughty and come the teeny.